blueswan

you're the storm in my life.

you...

tear down my defenses

flood my eyes with tears.

i'm left with a raw heart

trying to survive all the casualties.

mood swing: distracted

blueswan

i think i'm a masochist on love already. i've been through a lot of heartaches without even the hope of reciprocation (except for my first and, so far, last relationship). and now i'm at it again. another forthcoming heartache.

listening to: David Cook singing Don't Say a Word
mood swing: crushed

blueswan

let me bleed, let me feel the pain

of you not wanting me again

let me lie to myself that we are meant to be

and that in the end you'll still come back for me

let me cry rivers of pain, of guilt and shame

before i let you out of my life

before i let you out of my life.

mood swing: depressed